Even online. I just stare at their name thinking “Just say hello, just say hello, just say hello, just say hello, JUST SAY HELLO, JUST SAY HELLO, GOD DAMN IT WHY IS THIS SO HARD?!”
Yep, even online, there are plenty of folks I want to talk to more.
But it feels like trying to deactivate a nuclear bomb.
Then when someone DOES message me I’m all “HOLY SHIT HOW DO I RESPOND.” inside.